It’s been a long time. We were so close once, but now we seem further than the first day we met. Why is that? I think it’s because we didn’t have time for each other. If we start this again, is it the beginning to a long winded experience that will end in “we weren’t meant to be”, or is it the start to a better us?
In the last few years, I’ve grown, experienced and changed. During that time, I’ve noticed changes in my commitment. May it be in my career, family, eating habits, exercise routine or relationship, there’s commitment in each one and it’s hard to tell where my commitment lies and where it does lie, how deep is it? I am one to commit, but I need change to keep that commitment moving; change of scenery, dishes, routine and/or moments.
For example, with you and I. I drifted because of the lack of change. It was the same old thing and I started to get bored. So I gave up because you gave up. It’s been a year now and here I am, back in your arms. During that year, a lot has happened to me and I think I am ready to continue writing again.